Im here....how is everybody doing?........its Wednesday.....i kinda feel indifferent today....no, i dont feel bad or anything........just a lil "eh".........maybe it was last night....maybe its because i can seem to shake this cold......dont know.....but im doing good........
i think i know what it is!!..tell you later......maybe.........
last night was pretty fun!!!...had a few new acts and they didnt disappoint at all........i really enjoyed myself....but as always, they are people that think you are playing favorites or hating on them......crazy because i guess they dont want me to be a fan on the artist that come.......being an MC is one of the hardest jobs...its so political.....everybody wants to be your friend.....but not really........they just want you to like them.....but the fact is, everybody cant do this....i know.......its a harsh reality/........but i can be a welder...........i cant be a professional football player......well i COULD.......but i wouldnt be as good as i should be or needed to be......sometimes we have to realize that its time to pick a new hobby..........
i was thinking earlier today how much my life is under the microscope, even as "underground" as i am now........i have had alot of people tell me how Dallas cant get on because of the hating.......and i really dont want to believe that....but more and more, i am seeing the fear.......its crazy when people tell you about yourself even when you know half the things......in the last week, i have had a girlfriend, im beefing with my label, i got a new car, and i have talked down on some groups BY NAME.........so funny!!!......my problem is that i like to feed into mess sometimes.........i think people refuse to acknowledge my intellect...they see Spaceship laughing and joking all the time, i know more than i get credit for..........and i kinda like it that way.......while some are worrying about my life, im too busy taking over the world........one sense at a time..........
granny is good.....supposed to have the surgery....even if they do, im still going to go up there next week.....get me some white castles......eat a big john and some coneys.........and then spend the weekend catering to her.....i am trying to decide if i should tell her im coming.....i dont want her to have another heart attack when she see me................
i watched the Len Bias story last night on ESPN.......man its sad what happened to him........excellent basketball player that died the day after he was drafted by the Boston Celtics..........its crazy because so many of us take for granted our shelf life.....the thing is....we dont know how long we got.........enjoy life, love it and embrace.....take nothing and no one for granted............i dont like movies like Final Destination, but i understand the meaning....when its your time to go, what can you do to stop it......just may not be as graphic...........
i moved Rika's Quote from this email so i will have it tomorrow......my bad!!!!!
shouts out to my girl Kellye.......thank you for being a friend....man i just thought about the Golden Girls......Rue was hot!!!!!........anyway, thank you for randomly checking up on me.....thank you for the encouraging words at time....and i appreciate you being at my album release party!!!.......
love yall!!!!
Church!!!
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