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Good morning beautiful people…guess what?!!....im writing today…..probably because I am at work and I am so ready to leave……I hope you all had a good night last night….if you didn’t, you should have came to the Liquid Lounge…I had some fun….was a lil tired…but hey, what can you expect…….

Low self esteem people are irritating!!!...had to get that off my chest……..

Got another grandma update……she was supposed to have open heart surgery today….unfortunately (I guess), the doctor said they couldn’t perform it because her heart is too weak…I don’t know what that means and I don’t have a lot of clarity but I pray that they have an alternative to helping my grandmother get out of the hospital……..

My mom called me this morning to tell me the news about my granny…….when my mom’s name shows up on the called ID, I always answer with trepidation……who knows what she is going to say….the other day she tried to hit me with a guilt trip saying how if something happens to my grandma she wont be able to make it home to see her because she is broke…..then today she tells me her lights are about to get cut off….but she told me in the same sentence she told me about my grandmother…….being an English major is a gift and a curse……I not only listen to your words, but how you say them…….I think she believes because I don’t ask her for anything and I am in the music business that I am “balling”……so not true….im just trying to learn how to budget………hell if something happens to my grandma, I don’t know how I am going to get to Michigan……..

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Isn’t it amazing how a child can mess up a room so quick….I promise my living room was clean at 5pm Thursday….by the time Jayla left around 9ish, it looked like a FEMA before picture………

I don’t have a lot of memories of my past……..I remember things but as far as physical proof, there is minimum in my collection.....lost a lot when I was homeless…….lost even more when my ex wife decided to move out without my notice…..so yesterday I was shocked when one of my homeboys sent me a picture of us playing basketball…in 9th grade!!!.......I was so small….I think my stomach weighs more than my whole body did back then….but don’t get it twisted…I was somewhat cold…….not great…being from Flint, we had a lot of great basketball players during my heyday……but I could still get you if you weren’t paying attention……….

Well we don’t have a Rika quote today, but I do have a quote I live by…….its kinda like my philosophy on life……..

“if you are always part of a problem, you might just be the problem”

Don’t you hate people always caught in drama….and its always somebody’s else fault…….or when something goes wrong, it was never them…….look at their track record……don’t think or consider how much they mean to you…….and you will know…..this person is always part of some mess……..and mess does travel………

Well im about to be out of here…..shouts out to the A-Teem….Mr. Fatz and Viz….I sure do appreciate all the love you have shown me and the opportunities you have given me…….it was fun seeing you rock the house last night Fatz!!!........respect earned…….

Love yall!!!!

Church!!!!