Its Friday….and it seems as though this day has lasted longer than the whole week!!!......how are you all doing today??......I’m good….sleepy but good…….almost called into work today….but since my boss is on vacation, I decided against that……didn’t want any issues……don’t need any issues……so I came…and I have been dragging all day……life is topsy turvy right now……some days I don’t know if I am coming or going……I have had this feeling before…so I know it wont last long……I think I need to sleep it off…….
Okay, I have something to get off my chest…..HA HA!!! THE MAVS LOST!!! WHO HOO TO THE SAN ANTONIO SPURS FOR WHOOPING THEY BUTT!!!.......I hope there are not any die hard Mavs fans that were adamant this was their year……but I don’t even blame the team on this one……I blame this one on the coach…..his play calling and substitutions even had me baffled…….but why should it really?...they should have never let Avery Johnson go…….now, its going to be hard for them to get back to the stature they once were…no matter who is the coach and who are the players……..
So I am trying to get a payday loan today….this is so much work……I got so many emails from different companies…I don’t know what I did wrong……its quite bothersome…don’t even know if I am going to get one by the end of the day…don’t like answering my phone at work in the first place……..I heard these things were the devil…and I have tried to refrain from getting them…I guess at the end of the day, its my fault…I have so many opportunities to make something happen down here but I haven’t…….and once I do put the pedal to the medal, I wont have to worry about living check to check and getting payday loans……these things are for the birds!!........
Was almost considering not writing today……I received a text about an hour ago thanking me for my writings…so I decided I have an obligation to connect with you all…..I can say my life has been boring for the past few days so its hard to come up with different things to write….when it pertains to me…..I try to keep a lot of media information out of blogs…because quite honestly, news coverage is so sad and negative……hell, my life hasn’t been a barrel of roses lately…..but I do feel at least I try to give you a taste of reality…….a look into the life of a up and coming entertainer…..its funny….the stereotype is that I am balling, got a lot of groupies, and am as hood as can be………I am so totally the opposite of these things…..and I love it…when I was in college and balling, I never thought about my purpose……I never cared about the struggle……am I saying that I only care now that I am forced to?........no…….but that does play a part……it did open my eyes……I am learning that I am somewhat a voice for some……that I can relate to what others are going through…..its not easy to articulate struggles…especially to strangers……or even loved ones for that matter…….behind that tissue window we call our bodies lies a soul that longs for understanding and purpose……many of us have felt that struggle and the pain that coincides…..and when we go through, we all feel like no one will understand…well, I do…….because I am you and vice versa……….
So Jayla is spending a night tonight……she tells me what to do…….its funny because I was told she runs me……..and I don’t think that is the case……I just love her dearly…….I’m not spoiling her though……now and days, that is such a thin line……and when she is with Stephanie, I know she runs over her…..not at daddy’s….but we will have fun……and its always relaxing to have her over to the house……..I told Stephanie to get some rest tonight since se will be baby free……bet you a dollar she doesn’t……
Was going to hold a raffle for Mother’s Day….until I realized Mother’s Day was next week…….ugh!!......I surely need to do better keeping up with dates and holidays…that is not my strong suit………I could possibly go my whole life and not know when a holiday is going to fall…….and I think that’s a bad thing……since I don’t pay attention to them, I never save up for the occasions…….I don’t give gifts, not out of maliciousness….I just have no clue when these days are……and its not like I have family to tell me when they are……
Well, I had gas station tacos for lunch…and now they are fighting back so I am going to retire for the day…stay tuned…next week, I will have some big announcements for you all…….but before I go……Rika’s Quote of the Day………….
“Spend less time trying to change and more time making the best of who you are.”
Sometimes the best person we can be is the person we already are………
Shout outs to my mans J-Dub aka Sincerious J…….we have a lot of work to do fam…give me a call if I don’t call you…….I had a vision…you are an important piece to this puzzle……I am here if you are ready………
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Love yall!!!!
Church!!!
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